Stress...

It's been a rough little while and things just don't seem to be letting up. 

I thought that maybe I was out of the thick of it.. But it seems like things just keep getting harder and harder. 

Maybe one day the rainbow will appear after the storm.

Financial difficulties:
Thought of losing my car
Having minimal groceries
Stressing from paycheque to paycheque
Behind on all the bills
Lack of motivation from the stress 
Weight gain from the stress
Body aches and pains from the weight gain
Etc. Etc. Etc.

Does it get better?

#thisisthirty



Comments

  1. Jeon Ghomeshi2 May 2022 at 20:46

    It gets better. You are an inspiration to so many people. Thanks for sharing posts of good and bad.

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